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Wednesday, November 14, 2007

hopeless (repost)

words end in
vain.
they cannot define
nor give
the slightest justification
to what i feel.
or not feel.
nothing can.
when the letters
form into words and start
to make sense,
you make me realize
how clumsy i have been.
so inept.
unsure.
then the words
evolve into a
code.
impossibly rare.
unbreakable.
only through my heart
could i understand.
but not really.
somehow
truth sets in.
and i have
to close my eyes
just to plainly see
this deception.
digital fortress.
deceiving myself. blinded
by mere dreams
of perfection.
idealisms.
you.
and your
promising smile
which wasn't
really meant for me
to start with.

lostandconfused lost herself at 8:00 AM |